How does it feel to see all you dreams are breaking apart. Losing a loved one is undoubtedly one of the most difficult experienced people go through, but hurting the love one is worse then any feeling you can ever experience. Even though I know I love her so much and she also loves me, things don’t end here. Life moves on, problems comes, you got to face them and move on. How does it feel to see you’re hurting your love one, but you can’t do anything about it? She loves you a lot, but she wants to break up, because you guys are having too many arguments. You know you want too see her happy, you want her to have some peace, but you don’t want to brake up with her. Even though you know she thinks you should brake up because of the arguments, your heart still says try and try to keep things up because there is no one else that can take her place. Losing your first love is one of the most traumatic, painful emotional experiences of a person’s young hood. I have already been through many moments in life where I was so close to that dead end. a end where she was gone, there was no one for me, no one to love me, no one to make me laugh, no one to look into my eyes. even though when i try my best not to hurt her or start an argument over something stupid, I still do somehow, it hurts me a lot when I feel the feeling of hurting her, hurting someone who I love the most. I felt all my dreams were braking apart, all my wishes are washed, all my hopes are drowned. i was a dead man hearing things wont be a same anymore. i will be left out in the crowd alone. A lonely life with no soul mate.